Dear Myself:

I try to think in English, I don’t want to be a loser anymore.
If I write an article, that must be many material input...
so I read English novels/books day by day, week by week, year by year.

If I paint, I have to read many art books...
then, I will progress week by week, year by year...I hope.

by the way,
sometimes, I miss S.T.
since two indivials are not intimate relationship anymore
I wonder why...
perhaps, I like to receive emails which is from a guy whose name is Steve.
or ?
I like to get friends’ emails any time.
or ?
I like S.T.
or ?
I am bored with my life.
or ?
I want to experience the feeling ”fall in love”.
or ?
.........

Emily Yen 2005.11.12.Sat.