Hi Bryan,
您真是位負責的人啦
再次謝謝您的幫忙

sigh...this is 1 of my clients that emailed me

I am really hard working..responsible for work.

but some or many girls may assume I am just sort of idling....

I don't want to live this way all my life..

lately...I read a magazine on a guy famous for composing music....姚謙?

sigh...he seemed to have some kinda mental problem.depression.

and the article says he never opens his heart to let people walk into

one day..he found out he dad was at his home,

and said..hey..dad..you came...but he found out the dad he saw was himself in the mirror

and he realized he was getting old..and he even has a house in Bei-jing too

where made him feel cosier as he grew up in a village where retired soldiers lived.

he seems very famous and successful but in that article,it's full of a bit regrets.helplessness

and melancholy..I saw some paintings in his house...

that's all he has?

I lately have been through some depression I guess.

as I kinda lost some valuable friendship...2 very good friends..

I will have to stop this lonely life.....as being lonely long time..or depressed

only makes people more gloomy

and I was navie to think..that being sentimental was kinda good

being sentimental too often or long time may make someone go insane or commit suicide