2011-04-08 23:37:55吉他手
Hi Candi
Hi Candi
I was a bit depressed..haha
I just saw a guy approaching a girl successfully in the bookstore.
I saw that guy couples of times approaching girls..he was so loud.
in the bookstore,people should be quiet but he kinda talked a bit loud in the bookstore
approaching girls.
Today, I saw a girl ,kinda good, trying to approach her.
but I paused..hesitated. cuz she looked young.. in fact.we can 't tell their ages by looks
I am kinda losing confidence as getting old a bit...
anyway..that thin guy kept talking to her..kinda a bit bragging he was dreaming
to design a museum...etc...
I thought he didn't make it. as I was leaving the bookstore..I saw him make it.
asking for her phone No...
he was like keep talking and talking and even kinda loud in the bookstore..
I have been trying to kinda please people..no..I should say I try to be a nicer guy..
so even last time we met..sometimes I didn't keep talking, I don't wanna make people uncomfortable
as some did say I am kinda talk too much..
but I felt that guy was kinda annoying and he still made it.
that girl was actually quite good...she said she kinda planned to study design overseas....etc..
sigh..
I am sorry to tell you all nonsense..
I did try to approach girls but anyway.so far..no good outcome..I did get some contacts before..but
anyway..
I just do not understand should I be kinda talktive or not to? be myself ..right? but being myself is having no girlfriend..can't get girls attention
sometimes things are not really going well with me...
seems bad people win..sometimes..
I try to remain positive;
aging is really a fear............I thought that girl was young..maybe she was not that young..
I saw her 1st...just can't believe that guy who kept talking.. a bit annoying...
could get her phone No..in the end..kinda became friends..
I never did this way..but maybe this way works too.
I guess make girls know you in a short time which is more important;
maybe girls do not feel it's annoying...
Haha..I guess this is a meaningless letter.. I will try to stay positive..
by the way..that ABC gal hasn't come to meet me as I guess she didn't even know what I am like.
she may think I am old..didn't wanna meet up actually...she said she'd buy me a nice dinner
but I don't think she'll set up a time...she even doesn't know how old I am..
Sorry to bug you..should I send this email to you?
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