今天怎麼 all of sudden, I thought much of many things.

Gosh.....I was planning to type in Chinese but it was way too slow..

XXX....so I have to type in Engish again.

Today...my head was getting dizzy...the hamburgers,and French fries

made me have a sore throat....I should n't have eated them as I was

about to have a sore throat;

anyway..now I am having a serious sore throat....but I still went jogging

trying to work out and better my physical condition..

I think I am way too weak....sigh....I really wanna change my life..

to have a positive ,good change

I was so starving that I finally bought something to eat...and bought the Chinese medicine luckily in my town..a bit small town..

I met Anna who said she needed my shoulder but she was a player....

anyway..I guess she doesn't need my shoulder anymore since she seems to be affected by my words

and kinda wants to make a change..not into fliriting lately...

It didn't surprise me that the friendship between me and the shoe store girl was over...

sigh....

I really have no idea if I am strong or not ..if I am vulnerable?

I know many may have suffered something more serious..miserable than me..

I finally realised I am really an ordinary person who is longing for an ordinary life.

while I was kinda eager to explore this world ,working enviroment a few years ago.

I have been feeling so tired from work....and kinda pressure..

please...ha..My pressure is gone...right?? yeah!!!!!!

I saw an actress on TV tonight reminding me of a girl, 小堣...this does't seem right to write her name..

anyway....she once used..熱帶魚 on the internet before..

she was a really friendly...adorable..humorous girl...

I always rememeber she said...where's your car? did you park it safely?

and I said...I think so...only parked it very temporarily..should be OK.

she said..is it in the 拖吊場as it has been towed away?

ha...she were so funny....

we haven't contacted each other for ages..for 7 years? or 6?

she seemed to have a bad disorder about her stomach...

oh..I am way too tired....it's good I typed something here to express how I feel....

making me feel just a bit better..hopefully I won't  get a fever..lately..it's so horriable...the flu..gosh...

should I say God bless me??

agnostic???

ok..anyone..who is kind..comes to my rescue..please...ha

last but not the least..I approached a girl today again...a very lame approach..ha

so funny.....will she add me onto her MSN????ha..God Bless me??

silly life carries on??????oh....My God..No.........................

 someone said..if you don't say your suffering or...anything..don't share with others.

these things will be considered.." they never happened...huh? a good thought?

you wanna be an invinsiable person??even gosh..a trash can..huh