2010-04-07 21:16:58xbonnie
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If I only had a day to live. I don't know what I would do. I think I would enjoy the last day I have by just spending the day by spending it like I always do, except, I would appreciate it more. I wouldn't be sad about leaving, but wanting to leave at least a smile, happiness to everywhere I go. I would give one last hug to my daughters, my parents, my sisters, my brothers (real and attached friend-relationships), my friends (Bffs), my boyfriend :D and I would hug/pat my dog so much.. I would look through photos of how fun it was all along :)
I never thought about dying, or about counting the hours of time I have left on my life clock. I just want to live and see how things go, think about the future but not so much deeply... I don't want to depress myself about how I will die one day. I will die, and that is all. That's just a process of life.
So, I don't really want to think about how I would spend my 24 hours. I mean, I wouldn't really know when my 24 hours will be up, you know? I'm just gonna face the future, the present. I don't want to plan everything out..It never works :)