2002-02-09 19:12:05Bombshell
3am.......i realized.

Again, i had dreams.
Almost constantly dream about the same thing, although different stories.
Try not to let these dreams ruin my happiness and disturb my life, but they haunt me in my sleep, what can i do? I used to be able to manipulate dreams, to avoid dreams that i didn't want to happen.....however, i guess in a way i was looking for something in the dream that were not likely to happen in the reality.
That's why people have dreams. There are dreams, there are hopes.
People often seek consolations in the dream, I seek dreams in the dreams.
Now matter how hard I've tried to ignore, to pretend, to act care-free, to live a fabulous life, the disturbing facts never stop haunting me, it brings me back to the mellow mood once a while......
Life is beautiful with dreams....
Almost constantly dream about the same thing, although different stories.
Try not to let these dreams ruin my happiness and disturb my life, but they haunt me in my sleep, what can i do? I used to be able to manipulate dreams, to avoid dreams that i didn't want to happen.....however, i guess in a way i was looking for something in the dream that were not likely to happen in the reality.
That's why people have dreams. There are dreams, there are hopes.
People often seek consolations in the dream, I seek dreams in the dreams.
Now matter how hard I've tried to ignore, to pretend, to act care-free, to live a fabulous life, the disturbing facts never stop haunting me, it brings me back to the mellow mood once a while......
Life is beautiful with dreams....