equation of a relationship.

relationship= silly girl(X)+ man

what factor holds constant?
what does X stand for?
faith?
illusion?
devotion?
expectation?

Spend all your time waiting....
for that second chance
for a break that would make it ok
there's always some reasons
to feel not good enough
and it's hard on the end of the day
i need some distractions....sigh.. beautiful releases
my wandering days have grown increasingly empty
my soul and spirit have gone increasingly overflowing
building dreams in her wondering castle
to indulge her soul to fly in her dream and feel reckless

wandering on that certain streets
expecting an expected encounter
falling into the deepest screening mode
mind drifting all over the places
now she realized, there's no constant factor in the equation, it's a mysterious balance

There's no way that she can turn things around, she realized, her misbehavior would haunt her for a while...