By Thursday it was one week and there hasn't shown any change on my mood chart, I started to feel not only my mood was in the gutter, so was my spirit. I decided in the event like this, a trip to Louis Vuitton might inspire a bottom dweller. If entering such store once so often is a ridicule, being recognized by store's sales person is a shame.

In no time it was my hard-earned money goes to the gutter. I had to temporarily block out my sanity and the awareness of the reality that I am still mortgage poor, If it was judgmental, I believed the money was actually properly spent on little self-indulgment to reward my hard work and harship I've been thru lately. Just when i thought i'd put an end on this endless spending, I spotted BCBG right on the corner. My sanity tells me in order to go with my fabulous new wallet and purse, a pair of fabulous sandals was a must. After all, it's buy 2 get 20% off, buy 3 get 30% off.......there goes discount optimization.

Then....I just now remember I hvn't paid my 2nd loan this month, and HOA fee.....

I guess you'll always be told that as a patient, you are entitled to do anything u want.