2005-04-26 07:52:59Bombshell

Just how selfish one can be

April 24

Subject: ur selfishness ruined our Sunday afternoon.


i got ur vm, i slept thru Sunday nite.

Okay, we'll talk again when you decide you wanna be less selfish and stop making assumptions on me for your own sake.

First, on my birthday sunday i didn't plan on sticking around with you guys at the pool nor did you seem to welcome me to stay to continue hanging w/u and "annie". When I drove off, you and Callum happily saw me off, so did i.

Yesterday, maybe you thought i had nothing else better to do than driving all the way up at midnite and waited outside of ur house for 20 minutes, then helping you pack and clean all Sunday afternoon. Honestly, i was tired in the afternoon and swimming not only was my favorite sports but also was relaxing, then you seriously ticked me off by saying the worst & inappropriate thing you could ever say to me, or even to a friend. You basically told me to fuck off when you didn't need me anymore and when you wanted to spend "private" time with your special friend or whatever. I didn't understand this, if you and her had something serious to talk about, what would that have to do with me exercising in the pool? honestly? you just didn't want her to know about me, and the reason why only you knew, it's in your head. Then you went on telling me how i got emotional and pissed off on the birthday sunday which wasn't even true, sounded to me more like you were making up excuses for your own sake! So you need to stop saying things like don't get emotional, don't get pissed off.....etc, becuz it's rather a disrespectful feeling.

I tell things straight to people's face, to yours as well, you should hv known this about me by now. I don't hide or assume things about my friends, and i can't stand being around with people who don't appreciate me! If you had thought for me for a second, you wouldn't hv said such terrible things, which, in more blatant & direct translation, to get the fuck out of there so you could go hang out with your special friend that u've been expecting to see all day. But it did work. Hope you had fun.

-a