i think i done sth right from these years..

i fall in love with someone who maybe not the right one..

but i still believe that i care the process only..

i think i'm so lucky  not to regret those relationgship of those boys..

at least, i know that what i want and who else is my mr right..

i dont know the right reason for me that i never to try some effort to race to control anyone  who had another one..

today, i relise that i dont like some fighting just for the word similar as the love..

it's not that i dont care if i'm the winner..but i care that is it so serendipityly..

today, maybe i can c that some one win in this war and then lose in another war..

why..why to try?

is not my need and want..

smoking..

drinking..

november rain ing..

crying..

hurting..

wishing..

smiling..

doing..

in the rain..

found a way..

i love the world..

it will be excellent again..

i need some time..