I am trying to be good but it’s hard
if only you could feel what I dream
maybe you could hear what I mean
there is nothing change
but there’s something wrong or missing
and I am stuck here

am i strong enough to survive?
nope, but I have to
everything I knew now I hardly know
busy keeping less never getting more
this kind of life I can’t afford

doctor said this medicine is effective to me
I don’t feel it but just to belive
because I want to believe
and there is something to believe