2005-02-15 16:18:40豬閣閣
2.14.2005
Another Valentine's Day, without him. I miss him so much even he came back during weekend for me. I don't want to question his love anymore. But loneliness is so threatening, it makes me feel so sad and moody now. Listening to Jay's , talking to char, trying to survive this long distance love. Why? Why would you leave me behind? Why would you let me face such a difficult situation by myself? Why would you so sure that i am going to wait for you here? Why am i wasting time for this? Sometimes, I hate you...Sign, but i love you every time when you come back to me...i, just can't help it....am i that hopelessly in love with you along with hating you? God..This is a great torture, if you are tying to punish me..ok, you got it. Maybe i deserve it by believing long distance before? .......
When is the day u are going to come back, and never leave me again? Am i asking for too much now? Is it that far from me?
Time....is for spending on love..
Valentine..... is for hopeful people..
love... too good to get...
When is the day u are going to come back, and never leave me again? Am i asking for too much now? Is it that far from me?
Time....is for spending on love..
Valentine..... is for hopeful people..
love... too good to get...