2004-03-29 23:47:41大大隻

好秘密的日記

唔知恒senpai係唔係鍾意eva senpai呢...?我見到恒senpai同佢影左好多好close的相,真係好似情侶一樣咁...不過都唔關我事啦!靚茵話恒senpai呢d好大機會會係gay的,我就覺得係gay都幾好,因為唔會有女仔可以得到佢,咁就算我得唔到佢都唔駛見到佢同其他女仔一齊!咁樣好似好自私咁,人性果然係醜惡的。今日恒senpai著suit,好有型,好靚仔,見到0個一下真係有心跳加速的感覺,個心係咁跳,真係好正呀佢!
其實我覺得我係得到左anderson,所以先至冇左種新鮮感。記得shaw lane0個時,我第一次見到佢著suit,我都係係咁偷望住佢,覺得佢好靚仔,好正,都望左佢好耐下,發夢都估唔今日佢會做左我男朋友。其實我已經好幸福,有個條件咁好0既男朋友,雖然有時佢係自大d,講d野又難聽d,但其實佢真係好好,因為佢好專一,如果我唔珍惜佢,我諗我會後悔。
近排同佢好似已經淡左咁,今日我同佢講我tmr去嶺南搵hyman,我feel到佢唔鍾意,佢好奇怪,佢情願我對佢講大話,都唔想聽到我講真話,即係佢想聽d好聽說話,咁其實佢係咪都有好多事呃我呢?我就情願聽真話,都唔想人地講大話呃我,因為早d知道真相,就可以快d諗到下一步應該點做!
如果俾anderson睇到我呢個diary,我諗一定玩完...