i am afraid
afraid of
myself


i so wanna talk to u
coz i miss u so

that day
i started to show u my temper
when u tried calling
or smsing

why do u always wanna talk to me?
are u really that lonely?!

you said
no.... never mind

i was fighting for my last self-pride
i thought

and now
i am not sure
if i misunderstood u

i am so afraid
so afraid of
myself




did i ruin everything
with my own hands?

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