Tonight, I’d just back from the church band, Activate. It was bad. I ran out of patient finally. I tried to be angry slowly. So I didn’t say anything to them.

After chating with two musicians on the internet, I feel a bit better because I stopped focusing on me. "I feel....I was tried.....I was frustrated......"

Although, they are Christian, they had different point of views. I am not agree with one of them that focusing on the skill. He said a lot to convince me. What I think is doing everythings for God. With that heart, that faith, nothing is impossible!

I focused on what I was struggling tonight. I knew the band was playing something bad but I should not focus on it. I nearly forgot that someone was paying the efford to grow us up there, our band leaders.

Thx a lot for Jessie and Evangie. Sometimes it is very hard to say THX for those sincerely. It’s not about the words u say but your heart.