The most important thing I realized this time when I went back is

probably that,

how importnat you are to me.

though we truly went through a hard time recently.


I used to believe that long-distance relationship can entirely,

possibly survive any hard times, but I am now doubtful about this.

It probably...has something to do with the ”thing” that happens

between us, but it has much more to do with my realization of how I

don’t understand you and how bad you need cares and love, well, and

how much I need them as well.


Especially at the thought of almost losing you, I quiver with fear.

Just want to tell you...how much I need you and love you, no

matter how far I am from you. And...that, I also need your timely

care and your reassuring encouragement, telling me there is nothing

to worry about.. absolutely nothing.. telling me we have a promising

future await ahead of us...