I’ve tried.
Don’t tell me that I was not hard enough.
Maybe that’s the truth.
So what?!
Don’t try to tell me that I’m ruining my life.
It is MY OWN life.

whatever
however
I’m tired.
enough

Maybe they can do it.
Maybe they can have a perfect life.
Well,I’m not like them.
I can’t. I can’t. I just can’t.
So what?
I’m ruining my life.

Whatever I’ve done.
Whatever you want to say.
However,
in the end,
I’ve tried!
All the shit things.


I’m not good enough than others.
I’m not faster than others.
Everything of mine is not good enough than others.

What else can I say?
NO.

SHIT.
I want to escape.
If I can’t escape from all the shit things or my awful life.
Let me disappear in the world.




當你發現可以用華而不實來形容你所身處的這個世界
一個新世界於焉誕生

那是個極度絕望極度黑暗極度無情極度悲傷極度無力極度無助極度痛苦的世界

Nothing to expect.
That’s it.