2013-02-25 07:45:23酷冰俠 真帥
calzona
everytime i see these two, or any other couple,
any other bff's,
i see the old us, i mean, what we used to have.
our intensity, our intimacy,
was always something that i fail to get over with.
i loved you so, so much.
with other people, it was always very clear: friends or family.
with you, it used to be soulmate,
we touched each other hearts in a way that no one else ever did.
and you knew it.
you said it yourself.
fuck.
and i still can't help but feel that you're shutting all this away.
i just feel it.
because i know what it's like when your heart is opened.
you used to give everything to me.
you used to tell me everything.
as i would to you.
just the mere existence of us used to make us feel a lot better.
we were like christina and meredith.
i can live with the fact that you don't wanna be with me.
but i still can't understand why you would let a perfect relationship like ours wash away in the drain.
i feel this distance between us that's not suppose to be there.
why?
they say time heals.
but every time i think of what we had,
it feels exactly the same as every other day you tore my heart.