i really don’t know what i can say
i can’t speak anymore
i just hope everything which would be simple
i wish happiness which would come soon

feel so upset
i totally understand that nothing can cure

i have not cry
bcz i dont’t want to let my tears come out
over my ugly face
i would lose control if i see that shit


just let if flow
i will hide back
i will daydream over my dirty bed & read a book

i deem everything would be okay if i never think it is bad
my hair cover my eyes
i turn down my head & i do nothing so i get nothing




nothing make me satisfactory
i am goona kill someone

first of all




i will settle myself as soon as possiable