2008-03-11 21:12:05死猴子

repeating of disappointment for you ..sorry

as i thought,we’re seeing each other and talking to each other on msn everyday,so i dont think there’s any purpose of doing this blog thing since u had already know what i’ve been doing and everything about me in taiwan..
now i really wanna say sorry to u .. sorry babe, looks like i had been always repeating disappoint u ...
"你答應過我的東西從來不會做到"its now seems to be the most harmful words to my heart ...because,i didnt leave my words behind purposely,but ...everytime u say it to me, i always stuck at that moment...and it makes me feels so sorry to u ...really sorry ...
i dont think there’s anything else for me to say except sorry now ...
how i wish i could be a guy who always keep his promises to you ..
maybe im really not good enough for u? maybe no matter how hard i try i wont be the perfect guy for u ? sorry .. im always not the best ...
but baby, i really loves u very much ....and misses u ..
吥想再儅<笨蛋>.ANGEL 2008-03-11 21:23:15

如果做不到.. 就不需要promise..
i didnt ask u to promise me.. `promise` makes me expect
i could see cearly wat all u did to me..
but 也許是我要的太多了吧 是我太貪心了吧
是我太無理取鬧了吧
又傷害了你 .. 所以應該說對不起的人是我吧..
maybe no matter how hard i try i wont be the perfect guy for u ?
不是你不完美
而是我
是我小氣 我自私 我無聊 我不懂得付出 我不懂得知足
是我要的太多 而不是你做得不夠
是我應該說對不起
一直做得不夠的人是我
不會付出的人是我
小氣無聊的人是我
所有的一切都只是因爲我
因爲我的無理取鬧 讓你難過 讓你頭痛

再這樣的話
會累吧
會堅持不下去了吧
也許你不應該再做什麽了
所有的一切
需要改的人
是我吧