Exhausted

明天又是星期五，今天可以用「Exhausted」形容自己。

不想說話，連寫這篇日記也有點勉強…
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感覺

不喜歡自己對別人有討厭的感覺，但近來當我在街上看見那些年紀比我大一點的女人，有一種很厭惡的感覺湧上心口，叫自己很不舒服。

‘Yan, you seem never complain. You seem never hate anybody.’丹尼斯曾這樣對我說。


‘I do complain but I never hate anybody. I just try not to speak it out because I am unwilling to hurt their feelings.’我回應他說。


‘Please do not hate me. Somebody told me that they hate me just because I am a German. It really made me feel bad.’

’I will not hate you because of your nationality! And I do not care what your ancestor did! Haha…’

我曾經以為他真的是一個好人，但最後…他成為了一個我少數地十分討厭的人。

不喜歡自己對別人有討厭的感覺，特別是在我心情不佳的時候。