i heard the words from you
though i’m anxious as you
though i’ve been here supporting you
but also
i found nowhere to hide myself,
i have nothing but to admit
i might not be what u mean to me for you.

wish u good as i always do,
u are such much for me,
however
is it i didn’t say, and you never know?

and now i realize,
even w/t high expectation,
i could be disappointed so.

it’s not abt you, your relationship, or with her.
it’s abt my concious of you.

wish u’d know how much i treasure u one day,
and wish you good as i always do.