DOWN.
DOWN.
DOWN.

i'm very.
down. disappointed. fked. pissed.

geez.

how the hell did they fking assign the pp mentors
how. how. how.
tell me how.
what the hell.
btw, i'm serious and its NOT funneh at all.
i'm all stressed out, and there you are, having fun
lkw, i don't understand a single word that comes out from his mouth,
and hes gonna be my mentor?
you gotta be kidding me.
srsly? fk.
geez. i need to propose to change mentor.
(sigh) it's at least better than getting big mama (mer)
congrats to hansika and aaron .____________.

f off.

can't quite control myself now
every single thing is bloody hell driving me nuts,
making me pissed.

yep, you say you know me,
but ask yourself,
do you really do?
do you understand how fking miserable i am?
do you understand my feelings?

i don't quite see the point of typing all this crap here
don't see the point blogging
(this place is deserted, nobody reads it anyways)
nor logging in msn
waiting for you

and you're finally on
you don't bother or at least have basic courtesy to (...)
yep you might be busy and stuff,
i do understand,
but is it that difficult to?

i turn around,
the next moment you're gone,
gone with your buddy,
there i am standing, feeling lost and empty

when you have fun,
you seem to forget everything huh?

yeah i catch you when you fall
and vice versa, when i fall?
you don't bother do you?

gimme attitude right?
i'd rather you just shut up and not talk to me

thanks to you,
yes, its YOU.
you also contributed to all this shit,

what am i to you?

feeling damn miserable deep down inside.
i know you don't care.
fk.