Be strong, girl. I know things didn’t go very well, I know you are under great pressure.But I also know that you have been through many difficulties in past few years, which helps you solve problems on your own and make yourself satisfied at the same time. So what makes you think you can’t get through all this right now?

”I don’t know, there are no rules in life. Because you’ve seen something before, it doesn’t mean that it won’t upset you any more. I’m just not strong enough, I knew that.”

I am not happy at all now. And all I can do is to talk to myself.


不開心的時候，所有傷心的回憶都會串在一起出現。
最近我又呈現一種久違的情緒化，我猜這樣傷心也傷身。但壓力下真的很難維
持理智，且到頭來我到底得到什麼？

理想的存在還是傻，怎麼還是沒有長進？

今年的六月都看不到陽光了...