2009-02-22 23:18:27束
it’s not me,it’s you
說在一年級時就和自己講要考指考。
沒想到，過兩年之後。
跌跌撞撞發生很多事情，改了目標換了夢想。
曾經還對學測有了希望。
成績單出現。
我還是得走上老早已下決定預言的自己。
看到成績，不知是該哭還是該笑。
實際上，是傻。
數學，真的很讓我傻眼。
模擬考，給的感覺讓人如此放心。
卻在緊要關頭時，背叛我，明明我們說好要一起，他卻丟棄我只照顧其他人。
不禁，讓我想起國小一年級時，數學就考最低七十幾。(明明才小一的數學)
如果，指考時，他在背叛我。
我就……不要讀商學院。 （堅定，話說太滿結果最後搞不好還是跳到那坑洞）
因此，我得考指考囧rz
所以，我終於很榮幸的被家裡的人禁止玩電腦。
我的西洋歌，就此遠離。
我不想聽icrt，他廣告客語好多喔！（還嫌）
連用電腦聽音樂都不行，真糟糕。（抱頭）
所以就是那個這個啦哩阿渣加起來，我得到七月三日考完試後，才可能在打新的文章。
標題，是我最近的座右銘。
我想叫自己不要在熱心管別人了。
我已經沒本錢(time)……。
所以，我不想在理那些『不應該是我在操心的事』
如果連自己都不積極處理自己的事，我想我在多怎麼雞婆熱心也沒用。
最後，祝福大家都能考上自己心目中的完美科系和學校 ：Ｄ
很久之前，就很喜歡莉莉艾倫的沒在怕。（去年十月）
她的歌都很好聽，我整張都聽過。
現在，台灣發行她的專輯 it's not me,it's you
真的很令人開心呢！我也才瞭原來這首的本名和歌手是誰ＸＤ
lily allen- the fear
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f**kloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear
Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic
And that's what makes my life so f***ing fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And it's not my fault it's how I'm program to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear
Bridge
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cause I'm being taken over by fear
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and f**kloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear
Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic
And that's what makes my life so f***ing fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And it's not my fault it's how I'm program to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear
Bridge
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cause I'm being taken over by fear