I had a short chat with a friend yesterday and he told me that he's going to beijing for the summer on placement. I wish every good luck to him and take care~! Today he wrote me and said that my call did cheer him up.It is great! We never know how much something means to others. So i am sorry if i didn't write much here recently to tell how i'm going on. And the good news is that i am gonna to have my pc connected to internet again starting this weekend, hopefully

Today i dun feel very well. The bad day started with a bad dream. I dun like to be misunderstood, even in a dream. Then i was rather cool when calling you awake, tired and painful at my back. Should I speak the magic words whenever you want to hear, no matterwhat circumstances I am in? I am not of that view, sorry. During lunchtime I was pretty depressed when you said because of me you hadn't had lunch yet. You didn't correct that even it's not the truth. I know it's unreasonable to be so irritable or sensitive, and i dun want our relationship to be fooled by this periodic hormonal shift. However, feeling your extra care and understanding would be enough for me to overcome it... if you know what i mean.

I dun wanna start another quaarel again.

Chocolates intensifies the effect of the female hormones, thus i can't depend on chocolates to deal with my emotions.