I need to know if anybody would still love me when i'm not the old me anymore.

will you still love me?

I'm drowning. I haved changed.  A LOT.

And i don't even know  if i could reognize myself.

I'm sicking of this meanless life, and i did nothing to change it.

I'm not even trying. I am just lying there and letting the whole shit world eats me up.

someone said: If you did nothing and hope for the changes, then you are a idiot.

yeah, that's totally true.