2006-03-18 19:30:47小個妹妹是天才

lonely

Perhaps also was orphaned sole individual nobody accompanies my me

already to be used to it but or has will feel very not helped me to be

quite tired does not like in harnessing with the others relates me to

want to take the mask to get down really very tired nobody to be able

every day the understanding once once to want to give up oneself

and them whether could be intimate the relations now no longer longed

for and they all disliked own me in own also to be able together to

make any to gather to me said no longer was that important

Each time as soon as thought who this kind of matter I not did help

have cried this night he has not accompanied me really very not to

help again when my true need am link a comfort in my side nobody the

speech all not to have me really am lonely


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或許是沒有人可以陪我 我一直是孤單的
我已經感到很孤單了 是孤單習慣了嗎?
但是還是或感到那麼一點的無助 我很累
不喜歡在跟他們跟他們親密下去 我想摘
下平常的我的面具 沒人能夠理解這種每
天都是以[虛偽]呈現的人的心情是如何
每次只要理解 就想要放棄 為了他們
我曾一度的想要放棄 正當我想哭 無助
是誰伴隨在身邊安慰我 沒有人 連一句
安慰的話也沒有 才理解 我一直是孤單的