i tell wictor he is my lover but he laugh away,
the day i am not go for celebrate him,
but i am trying to goodbye to him,
and i run to another man i duely love,
lass of he don'tlove me,
he is on the class of three degree and he think i mass his duty,
so he never wait for me to requeast to see his room,
where i plan to make love with him,
everything not as i think so smoothly,
i lost my real love.
i want to tell him l love you really,
and many choclet are gone without experienation,
i guess he is shy for desiese of diabetes,
i cry for a little for this,
but he seem talk about not wanting to speak to me,
for some reason Wictor is plan to get out of my life,
but Saxon do not want to love me,
so i have no lover or romance recently,
Wictor break my reality for a writer never should love a acter,
he is right,
and he left away with his laughter,
while i could only dream on fall in love in the novel,
Saxon is my old friend who teach in a school,
i ran without coldness and the wind blow of that day,
to find him in the school but he left me away and gone nowhere,
i was so depressed that i ran the same way quickly home.