2005-08-24 00:36:01出前一丁

Dear 技安

Dear 技安:

Sorry for calling you技安...I guess one reason we call you this is because you do look like 技安sometimes. Not that you are fierce, not at all. It’s just that you are so carefree, so open and so loud when talking. =)

How are you, my dear 技安? I truly miss you.

I can never thought you are gone before the hotel opens. Remember one time, you said you kept your family in Canada since you were not sure when you would be.....as if you could foresee this....laid off? (Yes, I know you resigned, but I guess the pressure from the top is one of the reasons as well)

I can also never imagine that the last time I saw you was the time when you entered the elevator. I asked how you were doing and expressed how much I missed you. You said, " In fact, I am not fine...." I knew it’s the pressure, it’s the work, it’s the people. I thought it’s going to be temporary. I thought you were able to, as you always seems to be, laugh about the situation and continue managing your team. I know you are a very easy-going, friendly person and has managing skills. But I guess we can never please every one, right?

Today I was given another lecture by my supervisor. I was not too happy with her and so did she. We both didn’t give up our stands and we were both too proud to say that word. At times like these, I really want to talk to people like you. You will always give us friendly and objective advice, just like a father’s advice to his daughter. (don’t get mad when you hear this, because although you are not that old, you are a really nice "father" to me) But, now you are gone...

Yesterday we took a group photo with the whole team for around 300 people. I missed you terribly, especially when I saw your team was taking their own photo themselves. There could never be a complete photo without you in it. Your smile will complete the picture.

I wanted to ask someone where you actually are, but I didn’t have a chance to. I miss you, when I miss him, since you were the person who gave me the first hint about him. Oh, 技安, you just can’t leave us alone! We need you to witness, to continue give us support, to receive our gratitude from the bottom of our hearts!!

Life is too short for sufferings. I wish you get a hold of yourself, gain back your confidence and the best of luck in future!!!

Love Always,
The girl who will always remember your expression "馬馬地虎虎"