2005-08-20 07:57:32出前一丁

WHY NOT?

These days my supervisor is picking on me as if I were the bug in the room. When I said something looks good, she would immediately say," what so good about it? It looks BAD." When I said something was oily, she would immediately say, " WHat ? Oily? I could never see it oily." I was like, WTF?

The conclusion I came up with all her weird reactions recently was that she was very jealous of me. Well, I guess I am just doing my job, but sometimes I can’t make everyone happy, can I? She may think I know too much, obey too little. The fact is, her priority of things are upside-down, not knowing what’s most urgent in times and have the whole team obey and bear the consequence. This is something I view as, 反面教材.

But the thing is, our boss is not around these days and that’s the reason she could hide all her bad conducts in front of her boss. Well, if she bites on me one more time, I will see what I will do, I promise to myself.

It came to me at a point when I feel like I am the victim here. If her character is full of hatred and jealousy, am I supposed to eat them all up and let her act as whoever she wants to be? NO WAY! I WILL FIGHT FOR MYSELF, I SWEAR TO GOD. I don’t like to be stepped on, and I won’ t let her step on me, that’s for sure. If she is nice, I am nice; but if she is nasty, I will be nasty as well. Ten times, that is.

I was too nice, too kind, too true. That’s not going to happen to her any more. She , again, does not deserve my heart.

WHY NOT BE A BITCH? I AM NOT GOING TO LET OTHER BITCHES BITCH ON ME. I CAN BE A WITCH WHEN SOMEONE IS A BITCH.