We have started to get back to normal. We chatted, we laughed, we joked around. It felt good, and I think I should forget what happened last Friday.

My sorrow is slowly leaving my heart. I feel healthier, happier and my apetite is getting better. Once in a while, his smile and look would make my heart ache, but that's okay.

More and more assignments and projects for him lately. A timid person, he couldn't handle them emotionally. He was in a bad mood yesterday. At that moment, I looked at him and I realized the reason why he rejected me. He might be right---- he didn't have time for relationships. My body and mind told me to continue my support to him, instead of leaving him just because he said something I didn't want to hear last Friday. I felt so relieved after thinking of this. As a colleague, I should support him; as a girl who likes him, I should support him as well. I won't regret.

I should enjoy, I should leave every moment.