2005-06-22 20:41:34出前一丁

Silence

Today he was acting weird again. He was not talking too much and looked like a little sick. I asked him why he was so silent, he said, " Coz I see you." This words echoed in my heart, that's how I felt when I saw him. Only if we were the only people in the room.......

In order not to let any of our colleagues notice, we didn't actually have chance to spend time together. I felt really lonely at times, yet that's something we have to continue doing. I can't let my supervisor know what's going on between us, coz she will be more and more upset with him.

He asked me for my zodiac sign today. He said he was born in year of Dragon. Hm..... what's the characteristics of the year of Dragon? I will have to check.

The funny thing he did today was to tell the girl who liked him not to enter our room again. He said to her, " No interns allowed in this room." So rude, yet I knew he was considerate. He knew I was not secure. Now I am beginning to see his insecurity as well, as he was always in his emotions these days. He can be so happy one second, and angry in the other. I totally understand him, as he is my second virgo guy I love.

I told my brother and my friends about him, and was so happy to know that they were all happy for me. Especially my brother, since he is virgo as well. I feel that I should listen to his advice from now on.

Somehow I feel the power of love. IT's so intense and overwhelming that I found it incredible. As if nothing else can last longer than love.