Dear Myself,

So you are stuck again this time?Not Again!!

He is not that great, afterall. Don't you understand? You are just repeating your tragedy over and over. You emotions went uphill and downhill endlessly ever since you hold this very thought of him. What's the point? You ran away at times yet was thinking of the idea of it while you were away. You should enjoy your moment and not torturing yourself like this again. It's not good for your health afterall.

What you need to do now is to open your eyes to this person, not your heart. Your heart is too delicate for voilence like this. Not again.

Please, please listen to your mind, not your heart, not your stupid heart.

Yes, he was very nice to you, but you know it very well that it's not true. It's his job to be nice to people and especially to his colleagues. He feels good when people like him. You know it. So stop trusting in his words. It's all gestures.

You are not being fair to yourself. You should enjoy your food, the ocean breeze and the scenery, not worrying about your size day and night.

I love you and wish you all the best. But you gotta get a hold of yourself as well. I don't want the heart to overcome me once again.

Please take good care of yourself and be strong and confident. In the end, only the best deserves people like you. =)

Best Wishes,
Your Mind.