2004-06-24 09:24:11豬
will u stop...!!!!!
keep telling myself to stop...
This is really stupid.
Always keep an eye on the entrance of the lib!!!!
What's this for?
man...
I hate myself when I can't control my heart and my behaviour
just like now...
Why can't I just give up...I mean, obviously he does not like me and i'm just making fun out of myself. He is graduating, he is leaving, and he is got nothing to do with me... Most important...he DOES NOT like me!!!!! These should stop me from doing silly things, but..... just can't find the "stop" button on my heart..
He is not that cute...he is not that funny and he is not the type that i THINK i will fall in love with....but not..... don't know how this happened....don't even know when this happened.... he looks god damn cute now......
My heart beating faster and faster whenever someone walking towards the 1st floor study area...The sad thing is that i don't even have the guts to look up who that person is. Not when the person wlked pass me...... Maybe I shouldn't laugh at Eric when he chickens out and give up chasing after Ling....
For God's sake, can my brain stop thinking abt him for the following 3 days? I need to concentrate on my study....
ps.... Dear God...sometimes...i really wanna tell u that...plz let him fall in love with me...i promise i'll be a good girl in the future....i can even give you a few yrs of my life for exchange his love.... I don't really care if i die pretty early......life's a struggle anyeay....so...PLZ !!!!!!!
This is really stupid.
Always keep an eye on the entrance of the lib!!!!
What's this for?
man...
I hate myself when I can't control my heart and my behaviour
just like now...
Why can't I just give up...I mean, obviously he does not like me and i'm just making fun out of myself. He is graduating, he is leaving, and he is got nothing to do with me... Most important...he DOES NOT like me!!!!! These should stop me from doing silly things, but..... just can't find the "stop" button on my heart..
He is not that cute...he is not that funny and he is not the type that i THINK i will fall in love with....but not..... don't know how this happened....don't even know when this happened.... he looks god damn cute now......
My heart beating faster and faster whenever someone walking towards the 1st floor study area...The sad thing is that i don't even have the guts to look up who that person is. Not when the person wlked pass me...... Maybe I shouldn't laugh at Eric when he chickens out and give up chasing after Ling....
For God's sake, can my brain stop thinking abt him for the following 3 days? I need to concentrate on my study....
ps.... Dear God...sometimes...i really wanna tell u that...plz let him fall in love with me...i promise i'll be a good girl in the future....i can even give you a few yrs of my life for exchange his love.... I don't really care if i die pretty early......life's a struggle anyeay....so...PLZ !!!!!!!