Today is the most terrible day I have ever been

through the days in my college time.

I wonder if I do the wrong things.

I wonder if I hurt others all the time.

Say what I want to say.

Always follow my heart.

So

do the wrong thing by accident?

I don't know.

Cold eyes stared at each other.

I fought.

Trembling but 

I was not afraid.

I did the thing I thought right.

Feeling my life live.

That's me.

It's the fact that no one can change that.

However, 

If I were a boy

the temper I have will fit me.

I'm a bad girl.