2004-06-03 18:08:50hsiang-hsiang
mourn
The coach wanted to read her hands. And she gave it to the coach this time. As the graduation day was approaching, she was getting confused.
‘I feel a mournful hand,”thus he started. She was stunned. But why should be she? She was in mourning. Suddenly our actress thought about that accident in that year, that funeral, and that failed puppy love—just they occurred in her mind as monumental moments—and then within that few seconds another face came in her mind: Aleisha, the purest in a snow world. He must also have been under sorrow as her-- If in this world, there was another face as mournful as hers; or I should say, that if there is a face which would never blame or felt estranged about her, that must be Aleisha’s. Was it the cause behind their story?
“And it says you do not have much freedom choosing what you are now. The others/ lines are comparatively free, but yours seem to be under pressure… out of some kinds of idealism, and thus being deprived of choice.”
‘I feel a mournful hand,”thus he started. She was stunned. But why should be she? She was in mourning. Suddenly our actress thought about that accident in that year, that funeral, and that failed puppy love—just they occurred in her mind as monumental moments—and then within that few seconds another face came in her mind: Aleisha, the purest in a snow world. He must also have been under sorrow as her-- If in this world, there was another face as mournful as hers; or I should say, that if there is a face which would never blame or felt estranged about her, that must be Aleisha’s. Was it the cause behind their story?
“And it says you do not have much freedom choosing what you are now. The others/ lines are comparatively free, but yours seem to be under pressure… out of some kinds of idealism, and thus being deprived of choice.”