It seems that no one knows I still post things here... So can I write down what I’m thinking at the moment? I don’t know how long will it take before I breakdown.
Life is just bored right now. I’m so tired of everything. No, I’m so tired of this ME. I’m not interested in anything now. I’m lazy, nothing to do, just want to hang around... Tons of works are still waiting for me, but I just ignore it. Things are not supposed to go like this. I want the person I was few weeks ago, when I still have school...I need pressure, I need regular life, I need that motivation to drive me to move on and on and on.
I’m so so so confused about everything right now... What should I do to change my life, my mood?? Argh, I really hate myself for being like this. >"