I find myself evil in running from myself,


again and again.


I want to control what i cant control,


that makes me depreesd and also lost.



I hate myself keeping being odd,


So i think i need to delete myself,


in order to forget.



Everything seems to run out of orders.


Who the fuck cares?


Why cant i trust myself?


I think i rather know what is wrong than what is right.


Cuz something wrongs (runs) !


I dunno where i am,


I dunno what did i do,


I dunno why am i still running,


i dunno when will i be fine,


I dunno who i am .