2008-06-09 14:00:02LOST

A Piece of Notes from the Past

整理東西時,發現自己在2006年底寫了這些…
一些文字,像是篇未完成的故事…
當時,沒有能力完成它,
如今,已經沒有完成的理由了…

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He said to me with the vague voice from far away,
”you will be fine as the way you are”.

I was lying on my bed awake.
The tea I had after dinner was too strong made me alarmed, much more than I wanted to be.
That is the time I heard him.


It has been months since the walk in the woods that afternoon.
I was surrounded by two men I loved.
One was accompanying me while the other was abandoning me.
I was never able to figure out which one I loved more.
It seemed to blend altogether, just like that tropic fruit smoothie I made for my Sunday afternoon date with my girl friends.


I would have dreams about them often time.
They were those dreams that you woke up with tears and sweats, but not remember what happened.


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