Overview my 30 something closer to 40, now I don't have any fear.  I am about to form the plan for my 40.  When I was 20 something; I never feel looking into my 40.  I feel nothing 40 I would be exciting about.  Even though few of us talk about travel around the world if we ever meet again!  "I have a dream!" a famous speech from Martin Luther King Jr., the part of American history my 2nd grade son is now learning about.  I do believe America is a land of opportunity for anyone who has a dream!  Somehow my dream is to go back Taiwan , the land of I never forgot that most of my families and friends are still there.  Now looking forward to 40, I would go back there to spend time with my mom at her temple to learn the highest spiritual world and have my afternoon tea with Ester and Rebecca at Taipei east village where we used to skip classes to.  Meeting old or new friends via my club speech and warm up Taiwan people’s heart, also visit my students to make sure their life have changed to the better life style.  I am no longer fell hopeless about my 40 and finally I find myself back over these ten years longest lost life.  I have a dream and I will make it come true!