i hear my voice
but i start to shiver...
i cannot pretend im someone else...

what did i do
what did i say
how did i become like this...

i dun wanna cry
i dun wanna say goodbyes

feeling so down...
everything seems meaningless

those sparling moments of excitement
i cant hold on to them anymore...
those days are gone...

hours after hours
i cry nd laugh
nd i got to know myself more...

days after days
i suffer nd i think about suicides
nd i realize i hate a part of myself

i dunno wut to say
i dunno how to feel anythin anymore

seasons after seasons
i dont know myself anymore...