2009-01-30 21:31:26Julie*s

the most SADDEST thing

Gross-- Only this word can describe how i feel this period!!
Something wrong on my body and now shows up at my fuckin face!
Ugh.....................................................
(What a long long sigh it is!)
Bring my clear adorable face back to me
Iam not blaming anybody ;hope the pills can rescue me from hell.
Twice a day , u guys have no idea how depressed i really am
and how the medicine upset my stomach before i go to bed.
Coooome on....face is quite important to a gril
Was i really doing sth without thought,or didnt use my brain as i talked
This is the most saddest thing that ive ever faced.met.whatever...
I wont go seeing chinese doctor anymore
Once is enough!!