2024-01-29 03:04:50Solo

無處寫憂懷34:藍色狂想,交換禮物佐酒清單

無處寫憂懷34:藍色狂想,交換禮物佐酒清單

    妹問:老哥,妹妹覺得你非但是罈老酒,日後絕對也會是老歌,歌曲的歌。因為,小妹覺得,你那幾年的音樂課實在是上得太暢快了!你看看,你獨自一人在那個酷熱的小閣樓書房,你哥那時已在宜蘭教書了。然後你獨自在那兒聽廣播,寫詩寫信或是寫隨筆,你那時根本就是一門心思,聽著音樂想念著黃昏,還叛逆到書都不唸了,你可是建中人耶,但你脾氣實在是太大了。然而,從無人得知你在對自己發脾氣,你也巧妙地離家流浪去,還是當兵入伍那樣正當理由。所以,小妹認為,你那時絕對極度悲傷,悲傷到只有音樂可以治癒你,可惜呀,那時小妹這個高粱酒供應商還沒出現,不然呀,以我哥的筆力,肯定是那種,以飆車來說,就是那種速度爆表破表的演出。你看看,你高三時遇到葉莉陪你喝酒,你隨手就幫她寫演講稿,還助她奪冠圓夢,之後還寫了我和小溪都乍舌的葉莉情書,那可是一本很厚很厚的情書集呢!妹子我偷偷跟老哥說,那本葉莉情書現在就在我家客房抽屜裡,連你幫葉莉寫的演講稿都夾在裡面呢!你妹子我,今晚就在酒中洩密!我還是看你退伍後,對黃昏與葉莉都已釋然,我才敢跟你說的!

    我驚訝問:為什麼我寫給葉莉的信會在你家呢?
    妹笑道:那有什麼,因為你的葉莉怕被他爸發現呀,她不是以前都趁她外交官老爹出國出差時,把你找出來約會對酌談心的嗎?所以,她的祕密都在我家,只是你完全不知道而已,本公主還是葉莉的超級閨蜜呢,你不是要我一生都不許與她失聯嗎?她要重溫初戀酒王的情書,還得求我這個大小姐呢!她每次回來在我家過夜,都跟我要那本酒王名著來看,我就陪她喝紅酒,放音樂陪她!她哪敢與我失聯,那我一定把那情書都燒光光!

    我感慨道:原來如此,難怪!金陵公主會知道我與她之間那麼多事,實在是知道太多了!我建議你可以燒光光沒關係呀!
    妹笑問:那要槍斃嗎?你把我槍斃就沒人請你喝高粱了喔!為什麼要燒掉呢?那可是純粹無邪的酒王成長情史呢!

    我嘆道:真是汗顏,若是現在突然再看到,會覺得很羞澀,怎麼以前會那麼大言不慚,大放厥詞呢?不過,話又說回來,因為心裡已經知道結果,所以也就不會再有任何期待,所以不願再看到那些過往,我是說真心話的!
    妹安慰道:其實老哥你也不用那樣想啦,順其自然不是很好嗎?你那個叫湮滅證據!你以前為什麼會寫那麼多信給葉莉,其實真正的理由是,你內心極度孤寂與傷心。而酒后呢,恰巧成了酒王酒中筆下的唯一情緒出口。

    我:那好吧!可是我一千個不願意,不想再看到那些舊信。
    妹:好,那小妹就慢慢欣賞,那給葉莉情書一個總結,以一首歌作情書代表。
    我:好,我想起1985年歲末時強勢進榜的一首悲歌,那歌中間間奏前有一段話是我的心境。而那首歌在隔年三月,終於登頂。那首歌的前奏起音,還是一段口琴。

(Cause Sara) Loved me like no one has ever loved me before
(And Sara) Hurt me, no one could ever hurt me more
(And Sara) Sara, nobody loved me anymore

    而那首歌奪冠的那個禮拜,前十名都是很好聽的歌。而且當時,我都很熟。那時的Billboard的Top40,我聽到都熟到不行。

Starship - Sara (Lyrics) 1985
https://youtu.be/ib4LDtjhIew?si=O0wxbHFmVamNHPFw

the remainder of the Top 10 the week that "Sara" was in the #1 position: 

#2. "These Dreams" by Heart
#3. 'Kyrie" by Mr. Mister
#4. "Secret Lovers" by Atlantic Starr
#5. 'How Will I Know" by Whitney Houston
#6. "R.O.C.K. In The U.S.A." by John Cougar Mellencamp
#7. "Rock Me Amadeus" by Falco
#8. "Silent Running (On Dangerous Ground)" by Mike + The Mechanics
#9. "King For A Day" by The Thompson Twins
#10. "Nikita" by Elton John

     妹大笑:我哥當然是熟到不行,你高中唸的可是搖滾DJ酒詩歌訓練班呢,還唸了四年,前無古人後無來者,誰能跟紅樓酒王浪子比?同學們都去念台大了,他卻是要去當兵帶部隊,那實在是太酷了!還出了一本書送給葉莉,酒王可是酒后人生中,最偉大的初戀呢,小妹我是證人,那是當年她離開台北去東京前,在我家跟我說的。小妹我呢,只是倒帶給你聽而已。

    我納悶問:我怎覺得我被金陵公主將軍了,虧到體無完膚還不知如何還手?
    妹笑道:老哥,你這話就說得不對了,你妹我這麼疼你,都用高粱美酒滋養著紅樓酒書生,所以你得謝我,怎麼會想到什麼還手呢?傻瓜!可是妹妹又好奇了,那Billboard的歌,好聽是好聽,可總不會每首冠軍曲,都足以讓你寄託感情吧?而且,也不是每首冠軍曲都可入你心,讓你有共鳴呀!

    我:那確實是,但大部分都會唱進我的情懷裡,而且有些非冠軍曲才有個性,深深款款娓娓道來,沒聽過嗎?那樣的歌才多呢!我還曾在認識葉莉之前,用一曲非冠軍的前十名特別情歌,寫了一封信,五張滿滿的信紙向府城小姐姐介紹那首歌呢!那首歌就叫做Your Love!

    妹笑問:喔,酒書生在信裡介紹情歌,還是向小姐姐介紹,難怪她那麼疼你,她肯定沒聽過,而且看你介紹之後很著迷。要不然,她怎認識你沒兩個月,就把你約出來為你慶生呢?之後,還規定你每年國曆生日都得去台南找她,那首歌是哪首歌呢?
    我:那個樂團並不有名,是個電吉他樂團,最有名的也只有那首歌而已,但就是很酷很好聽就是了!其中有句歌詞是:So many things that I want to say,
You know I like my girls a little bit older。其實我是借那歌詞說,我只想與比我年長的女孩對話。

The Outfield - Your Love 1985
https://youtu.be/qorZx1eGGgo?si=epkHB2sLW4q0UF9Y 

“Your Love” is a song by the English rock band the Outfield, taken from their 1985 debut album Play Deep, released in early 1986 and written by guitarist John Spinks. In the United States, the song reached number six on the Billboard Hot 100 and number seven on the Album Rock Tracks chart in 1986.

    還有呀,前幾年入伍前,不是跟你們說過,我高一暑假去打工時,認識一個洛杉磯的李小妹嗎?那時店裡的ICRT不是剛好播放一首情歌,那首歌也不是冠軍曲,但也好聽得要命嗎?唱出我當時的心境。一首洛基專屬樂團唱的情歌,The Search Is Over。

    妹笑道:是有那麼回事,你打工時的豔遇,遇到一位來自洛杉磯的混血女孩,跟你同姓。

Survivor - The Search Is Over 1985
https://youtu.be/dTQfC5v7lLQ?si=Oz7_ZKFo9msk3VX-

"The Search Is Over" is a 1985 power ballad by the American rock band Survivor. It was the band's third single and second top-ten hit from their 1984 album Vital Signs.It peaked at No. 4 on the Billboard Hot 100 the week of July 13, 1985, and finished at No. 48 on the year-end Billboard Hot 100 chart for 1985. The song also spent four weeks atop the Adult Contemporary chart, Survivor's only chart-topper on this tally.

延伸:天空的一齣戲卷一136:再看我一眼
https://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/solo/post/1380950814

    妹續問:那還有嗎?
    我:當然還有呀,多的不得了。還有一首當年第一次與你們初次見面,我與葉莉約在杭州南路的涼亭裡的歌,我還送了她那捲專輯錄音帶。

If You Leave - Orchestral Manoeuvres In The Dark (OMD)1986
https://youtu.be/tGyp6XpLjCs?si=6jmqB8NX2at4gIzL

"If You Leave" is a 1986 song by English electronic band Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark (OMD). It was recorded for the soundtrack to the film Pretty in Pink (1986), in which it is played prominently during the final scene. Along with 1980's "Enola Gay", the track has been described as OMD's signature song.

延伸:
天空的一齣戲卷一51:小富婆酒聚,If You Leave1
https://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/solo/post/1380662141

霞客行49:If You Leave其二與開枝散葉
https://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/solo/post/1381447791

    妹問:老哥,那些搖滾曲子都非常好聽,我有印象,那還有吉他前奏的曲子嗎?
    我:有有有,當然有囉!那就給小妹我在部隊受訓時,背操到體無完膚的跑步曲,
I still heven´t found what I looking。   

U2 - I still heven´t found what I looking 1986
https://youtu.be/4qj5iMj27wg?si=0OxrABmElMaI4_Yz

"I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For" is a song by Irish rock band U2. It is the second track from their 1987 album The Joshua Tree and was released as the album's second single in May 1987. The song was a hit, becoming the band's second consecutive number-one single on the US Billboard Hot 100 while peaking at number six on the UK Singles Chart.

      妹笑道:酒哥哥,你用歌記事呀,每首歌都有回憶耶!

    我:我還記得1986年10月29日,我搬離基隆老家的春天書房,搬至半山腰邊的秋歌書舍,那時春天書房的驪歌是那曲Boston的Amanda,我在那年九月秋天就在聽那首歌了。我搬完家後的隔週,那首歌就奪冠,成了人生裡難忘記憶。我還記得我在小閣樓打包行裝,自收音機傳來那句:It's now or never,And tomorrow may be too late。因為最初是透過衛星傳送獻唱給電台的歌曲,並沒有作為單曲或專輯推出,結果唱出後因為大受歡迎,並沒有因為音質太差而落馬,然而在幾年間,也沒有替這首歌做任何的MV拍攝,卻一直蟬聯在排行榜上,成為相當有趣的現象。而那首歌也很像是準備上太空或是要執行空中任務前一天,唱給自己的愛人聽的離歌。

1986 11/08 Boston, "Amanda"
https://youtu.be/Aa-T0J8lRwY?si=XOIycg7xlPDrnk32

    妹:老哥,妹覺得你想念黃昏小姐姐很專心,因為從你專心地聽ICRT與傾聽那些搖滾歌曲,我覺得你幾乎把每首歌都可以與你對她的思念,產生微妙地連結。而且你自1985年秋天,一直聽到1986年秋天,曲曲精彩。那有寫詩或情書的下酒歌嗎?

    我:那年中秋節凌晨,
1985年9月29日是個星期天。我一個人躺在小閣樓書房,在靜靜夜裡聆聽著收音機,當時那是書房裡唯一的聽音樂設備。我記得凌晨三點整,DJ一上來就用英文祝聽眾中秋節快樂,然後迅雷不及掩耳地就播了一首很抒情的情歌,我在黑暗無燈的房間裡傾聽之後,就睡不著了。我就起身開了書桌上的小燈,自語著:詩裡的夢田,你贈我一片月色,猶似我送妳一個花季,我想起山上的鳥語花香。過幾天後我夢到她,她說著,每當我想起,我走進後山,心裡都知道,那正走進你的世界,是後山的桃花源。而那首半夜三點的DJ準時播放的歌,就叫Saving All My Love for You。你聽完還自語說著,是我在對你說話嗎?我想起,每當你用手拭去我眼角的淚,然後對我輕聲說,不哭,我心裡就充滿感動。但你,卻每次在週日凌晨半夜三點,就為了等那首歌,聽完後就含淚寫信給我,雖然都已寄不出去了,我也已收不到了,但你還是不吐不快,還是將遙夜系列寫下來,寫完時天都剛亮了,也是我們以前上學坐火車的時間了!我萬沒想到,我一不在你身邊,你居然就那樣叛逆,脾氣那麼壞,那麼大,連書都不唸了。

1985/10/26 Whitney Houston, "Saving All My Love For You"
https://youtu.be/2-6lcOBP7yw?si=_CwcIje0cPs80X1i

"Saving All My Love for You" is a song written by Michael Masser and Gerry Goffin, originally recorded by Marilyn McCoo and Billy Davis Jr. for their album Marilyn & Billy (1978). American singer Whitney Houston recorded it for her self-titled debut studio album (1985). It was released on August 13, 1985, by Arista Records, as the second single from the album in the United States, and third worldwide. The following article talks about this version.

    妹感嘆舉杯說:這些歌在老哥心裡烙下那麼深的印記,我哥當年是有多難過呀!還在半夜聽到心曲,就起身開盞小燈書寫給黃昏。難怪,放在小閣樓書桌抽屜裡的一整疊信紙會寫光光!

    我感慨說著,我記得我在退伍前,最後一次上山去與老和尚對話茶敘,他問我,這兩年當兵有什麼心得呢?我說,與其靜靜等待暴風雨度過,還不如在雨中起舞。老和尚哈哈大笑,笑顏逐開地,深情少年有長進,可喜可賀,見山又是山呀!你這兩年在部隊裡鍛鍊,沒白費呀!順其自然,隨緣自在,你要尊重緣分呀!就好比你在雨中行軍,你絲毫沒有拒絕的權利,你得負重全副武裝,帶著部隊穿越過那山那水與那風雨,跨越所有的困難,才會長大,那退伍回去該好好唸書了,有緣我們再相聚!之後,我就拜別了老和尚。

    妹眼角含淚輕語:我哥這幾年過得太辛苦了,幸好都已度過了,來,咱們兄妹乾一大杯!乾完,你妹我送你一個禮物,退伍禮物。這是我和愛樂老爹討論過,我們送老哥的退伍禮物,一隻萬寶龍簽字筆,上頭還鑲了老哥的英文名字,以後老哥寫詩寫文章寫信,就用此筆,紅樓酒書生老哥專屬!未來呢,就是酒書生律師的專屬基本配備了!夠正點吧?回頭我要回家跟老爹抱怨你,原來你還有那麼多好歌沒介紹給他!光是這曲Saving All My Love for You那麼棒,Whitney Houston首張專輯多麼棒的人聲藝術,你居然從未提過,壞蛋!回家我就跟他報告,叫他祕書去把那張黑膠與CD買回家收藏,酒書生酒詩歌品質保證。因為,幾年前,酒書生在最後的春天書房裡,就在此歌的旋律裡,寫下無人得見的黃昏詩集遙夜篇,都已入土了。

    我笑道:這麼好呀!那我以後有機會絕對會再寫新的,就用此筆寫秋歌(後記)!她可是,我同月同日生的雙子知己!

Solo 2024.01.29 三點整

附註:
高中四年Billboard冠軍榜單首日日期,但部分冠軍曲非吾所愛,有些非冠軍曲才是真材實料。而大多數在未進前十名前,早就在奪下冠軍或進入前十名的前幾個月,就已在ICRT的Top40聽到很熟了,尤其是DJ介紹的剛進榜的強勢歌曲。

1984
1/21 Yes, "Owner Of A Lonely Heart"
2/04 Culture Club, "Karma Chameleon"
2/25 Van Halen, "Jump"

3/31 Kenny Loggins, "Footloose"
4/21 Phil Collins, "Against All Odds (Take A Look At Me Now)"
5/12 Lionel Richie, "Hello"
5/26 Deniece Williams, "Let's Hear It For The Boy"
6/09 Cyndi Lauper, "Time After Time"
6/23 Duran Duran, "The Reflex"
7/07 Prince, "When Doves Cry"
8/11 Ray Parker, Jr., "Ghostbusters"
9/01 Tina Turner, "What's Love Got To Do With It"
9/22 John Waite, "Missing You"
9/27 Prince & The Revolution, "Let's Go Crazy"
10/13 Stevie Wonder, "I Just Called To Say I Love You"
11/03 Billy Ocean, "Caribbean Queen (No More Love On The Run)"
11/17 Wham!, "Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go"
12/08 Daryl Hall & John Oates, "Out Of Touch"
12/22 Madonna, "Like A Virgin"

1985
2/02 Foreigner, "I Want To Know What Love Is"
2/16 Wham! featuring George Michael, "Careless Whisper"
3/09 REO Speedwagon, "Can't Fight This Feeling"
3/30 Phil Collins, "One More Night"
4/13 USA For Africa, "We Are The World"
5/11 Madonna, "Crazy For You"
5/18 Simple Minds, "Don't You (Forget About Me)"
5/25 Wham!, "Everything She Wants"
6/08 Tears For Fears, "Everybody Wants To Rule The World"
6/22 Bryan Adams, "Heaven"
7/06 Phil Collins, "Sussudio"
7/13 Duran Duran, "A View To A Kill"
7/27 Paul Young, "Everytime You Go Away"
8/03 Tears For Fears, "Shout"
8/24 Huey Lewis & The News, "The Power Of Love"
9/07 John Parr, "St. Elmo's Fire (Man In Motion)"
9/21 Dire Straits, "Money For Nothing"
10/12 Ready For The World, "Oh Sheila"
10/19 a-ha, "Take On Me"
10/26 Whitney Houston, "Saving All My Love For You"
11/02 Stevie Wonder, "Part-Time Lover"
11/09 Jan Hammer, "Miami Vice Theme"
11/16 Starship, "We Built This City"
11/30 Phil Collins & Marilyn Martin, "Separate Lives"
12/07 Mr. Mister, "Broken Wings"
12/21 Lionel Richie, "Say You, Say Me"

1986
1/18 Dionne & Friends, "That's What Friends Are For"
2/15 Whitney Houston, "How Will I Know"
3/01 Mr. Mister, "Kyrie"
3/15 Starship, "Sara"
3/22 Heart, "These Dreams"
3/29 Falco, "Rock Me Amadeus"
4/19 Prince & The Revolution, "Kiss"
5/03 Robert Palmer, "Addicted To Love"
5/10 Pet Shop Boys, "West End Girls"
5/17 Whitney Houston, "Greatest Love Of All"
6/07 Madonna, "Live To Tell"
6/14 Patti LaBelle & Michael McDonald, "On My Own"
7/05 Billy Ocean, "There'll Be Sad Songs (To Make You Cry)"
7/12 Simply Red, "Holding Back The Years"
7/19 Genesis, "Invisible Touch"
7/26 Peter Gabriel, "Sledgehammer"
8/02 Peter Cetera, "Glory Of Love"
8/16 Madonna, "Papa Don't Preach"
8/30 Steve Winwood, "Higher Love"
9/06 Bananarama, "Venus"
9/13 Berlin, "Take My Breath Away"
9/20 Huey Lewis And The News, "Stuck With You"
10/11 Janet Jackson, "When I Think Of You"
10/25 Cyndi Lauper, "True Colors"
11/08 Boston, "Amanda"
11/22 The Human League, "Human"|
11/29 Bon Jovi, "You Give Love A Bad Name"
12/06 Peter Cetera w/ Amy Grant, "The Next Time I Fall"
12/13 Bruce Hornsby & The Range, "The Way It Is"
12/20 Bangles, "Walk Like An Egyptian"

1987
1/17 Gregory Abbott, "Shake You Down"
1/24 Billy Vera & The Beaters, "At This Moment"
2/07 Madonna, "Open Your Heart"
2/14 Bon Jovi, "Livin' On A Prayer"
3/14 Huey Lewis & The News, "Jacob's Ladder"
3/21 Club Nouveau, "Lean On Me"
4/04 Starship, "Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now"
4/18 Aretha Franklin & George Michael, "I Knew You Were Waiting (For Me)"
5/02 Cutting Crew, "(I Just) Died In Your Arms"
5/16 U2, "With Or Without You"
6/06 Kim Wilde, "You Keep Me Hangin' On"
6/13 Atlantic Starr, "Always"
6/20 Lisa Lisa & Cult Jam, "Head To Toe"
6/27 Whitney Houston, "I Wanna Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me)"
7/11 Heart, "Alone"
8/01 Bob Seger, "Shakedown"
8/08 U2, "I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For"
8/22 Madonna, "Who's That Girl?"
8/29 Los Lobos, "La Bamba"

1987九月葉莉對酌時代開啟,就沒空聽Top40了。

Saving All My Love for You 1985秋歌
Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
A few stolen moments is all that we shared
You've got your family and they need you there
Though I try to resist being last on your list
But no other man's gonna do
So I'm saving all my love for you

[Verse 2]
It's not very easy living all alone
My friends try and tell me find a man of my own
But each time I try, I just break down and cry
'Cause I'd rather be home feeling blue
So I'm saving all my love for you

[Bridge]
You used to tell me we'd run away together
Love gives you the right to be free
You said, "Be patient, just wait a little longer."
But that's just an old fantasy

[Verse 3]
I've got to get ready
Just a few minutes more
Gonna get that old feeling
When you walk through that door
'Cause tonight is the night for a feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So I'm saving all my love
Yes, I'm saving all my love
Yes, I'm saving all my love for you

[Verse 4]
No other woman is gonna love you more
'Cause tonight is the night that I'm feeling alright
We'll be making love the whole night through
So I'm saving all my love
Yeah, I'm saving all my loving
Yes, I'm saving all my love for you
For you, for you

後記:1999杭州旅懷:從春天書房至秋歌書舍
秋歌

又是陰雨綿綿的氣候
秋雨一落 滴在滿眼滄海桑田的靜默

層雲厚重 映在老老的燈下 影子宣洩著悸動

圍城因雨沉默 揮霍的座無虛席的寂寞
前後舟車行色匆匆 擁擠且冷陌
疾疾似抖落一地梧桐
是那樣馬蹄揚塵的歡樂後
拂袖佇立對岸等著紅色的妳
破空清亮的酥手 未曾舉棋不定
靈程終須回返 妳曾經活在如似的潑墨 悠轉倒影
浮移的朝露萃取此端的我 淡淡陶醉捲了袖
喜的竟是微微的起了水飄
如是飄的是我 飄的是妳
盪在如湧的平湖 倆倆相忘
忘得千絲萬縷皆在年華的空瓶沉沒
只因心動 怎顧著水怎無怨的盡 山怎無悔的窮
而秋雨是散落不了這樣無邪的光
閃閃滅滅斜織的溫馨 一碰就凋落
如似一川裊裊煙水 迢迢魂縈的曲
曲折蜿蜿蜒蜒 流至地久天長 流至東無故人

秋雨又落 斷續下在綿延的久違中

街燈下那盞形單的殘燭 是萬葉千聲心湖上的畫舫
紅燈滅了 抬眼之時
幾滴夜雨以千萬領悟的姿態久久成愁

By 九愁(對千尋秋歌詩,懷杭州)

At:1999/11/11(09:56) 寫1999年四月四日於杭州筧橋機場偶遇杭州姑娘骨灰罈
書寫背景:於
Saving All My Love for You一曲,酒中一筆而就。

秋歌千尋原詩

又是落葉槭槭的季節
秋風一起 吹著一種海枯石爛的傾心

晴空悠長 照著長長的街上 陽光醞釀著驚奇

路樹因風嘩然 奢侈的潑濺一地的碎金
過往行人衣髮獵獵 豪情又放恣
匆匆如趕赴一場盛宴
在這樣車樓煙塵的喧嘩裡
負手站在樹下等著綠燈的你
清漠淡泊的神色 不與世事一道
彷佛再艷光些 你也會溶入這樣的秋色 自成景致
輕移的眼神細掠彼端的我 淺淺笑意揚起手
驀的竟是大大的起了震動
如是等的是你 等的是我 
隔著如潮的車河 兩兩照見
照得人影心魂皆在似水的車聲裡流去
只因動情 就盼著天能無憾的荒 地可甘心的老
但秋天是收藏不了這樣美麗的心
香香細細盛放的嬌嫩 剎時即憔悴
宛若一首依依牽繫 漫漫迴腸的歌
歌聲清清哀哀 唱到水遠山長 唱得西出陽關

秋風又起 繼續吹在遙遠的想念中

樹影下那抹湮柔的翦影 是微波靜水心事下的漣漪
綠燈亮了 舉步之際
幾片落葉以一種提醒的姿勢徐徐而下

By 千尋
At:99/11/08(23:44)

雙笙 鳥語林 2019
https://youtu.be/mwhzzG_teH0?si=Ehjw1pklOauPAqWY