2005-05-18 21:58:53iRis

attitude

i care less about you now
is it a good thing? i don't know
i think about many things recently
about you and me and my future
perhaps that's because i'm too bored

i care more about myself now
is it a good thing? perhaps but who knows
sadness is far away from me now
congratulations to myself again
i must cheer me up since these miserable things happen
really.....

i used to living without thinking of you
how about you????
i don't know
we hadn't communicated for a long time

i try to change my emotions
it seems i become happier
but i don't know whether i'm really happy