yes, yes...
I can strongly tell....that he is leaving.
he is going to leave....for...
another he.

I can not express my feeling...
untill the devil leaves.

I hate that another he...
as much as the stars that shining on the sky;
as deep as the oceanic trench...

I am afraid of his leaving...
There is no way I can keep him...
There is no way he loves me...
even though I am his sis.

I think he thought everything was all my fault.
I think he thought wrong...

Mum told me not to be so against...(to the devil)
It is not going to work for the realation-ship between me and him..
I was bearing...
I am bearing...
I will bear...

I will bear...
untill the day that I can not standed anymore...
I will choose...
to leave.