the fact that Im in New York now
makes me happy and grateful

yeah, job hunting is hard and probably going nowhere
yeah, n is still an a@##$%e and always upset me
yeah, there are still a lot of stupid asses here

but

at least, im looking for jobs in the city I love
I have ppl really appreciate me and n is just a piece of @#$%
I have some, not many, but enough cute friends here

我很知足
我不無病呻吟