Stressed out
Im going to graduate soon, but I dont have a clue where Im going to be and what Im going to do
I cant see my strength, cuz Ive lost my confidence, if only Ive ever had

Extremely painful
I have a very hard time trying to get over N
Ive never learned how to break up with someone
Yes, I always have someone new before I get rid of the old one
People may not like it, but thats me
and this time, I dont have anyone new to help me get over N
Its been 2 weeks that I didnt make any phone calls to him
thats so not me
I always made the phone call the next day and forgot the reason why I wanted to break up
Its been 2 weeks, 2 weeks
I cant believe I made it to 2 weeks
But its extremely painful
Its like putting sth that u really like in front of u, but u cant touch it
The phone is there, email is there..but I can do nothing about it
I checked the phone and the mail a thousand times a day
I thought about him a thousand times a day too
I couldnt sleep well, I couldnt focus

Its a torture
I dont know how can ppl do that

me no job, no money, no love, no A ..freaking loser

My computer crashed, I have no music, no connection to the outside world
My phone is totally dead in my room
I cant even talk to anyone on the phone in my room
No internet, no music, no phone
only me and my crazy mind
FUCK!