You lying in your hospital bed thinking that I don't cared.

You thought I cared about hockey more than you, your heart felt tattered.

I wished I can tell you that you were wrong,

Hockey doesn't matter, you, my dear mattered.

I loved you when we were closed,

I loved you when we were distanced.

I loved you not because I had to,

You mattered to me, that's why I loved you.

It hurts so much that you're gone,

It hurts that your face I'll never see.

It hurts so much not because I want to put up a show,

It hurts so much because you mattered, wish you'd know.

How can I go on without you?

What am I going to do?

I feel the loss of you everyday,

Cause my dear, you mattered every which way.

I'm lingering on the time just you and me,

I'm lingering on your smile and your lovely glee.

With all my heart, I missed you so very much, my dear,

You have always mattered to me.